April 20, 2017…decree was final.  By myself. Everything was up to me. The only one making all the decisions for myself and my baby girl.

Not alone…He has been my provider since before I was even a twinkle in my mother’s eye.

The loneliness is unbearable. Since long before it was over. Each one that was supposed to love me…who said they did…never the truth.

Except…His unconditional love for me will never…ever…be taken away. His love is real and will never leave me or forsake me. That is what gives me peace. Gives me security.

By myself as I walk this journey on earth. Not alone as He is the one that directs my path. There is worse than alone. There is worse than by myself.